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14 May 2014 @ 05:32 pm
Hello everyone!

It's been quite some times since I've updated. I feel kinda bad... It feels like I've completely abandoned LJ for a couple other sites or just all together...

I assure you, I haven't, I just don't have anything to post.
I do have some subtitles that I want to post so badly, I'm just afraid to post them for fear that they aren't good enough. I also have quite a few stories in the works but I've been taking my time with writing them, so it's taking me a while to release them.... (I have a 40+ page JunBa/JunToshi I'm only half way through writing).

I hope everyone is doing alright!
I've been hanging in there.
Nothing has been particularly hard. Nor has it been easy.
I've been distracting myself with lots of games on various systems, job hunting and reading manga, watching anime which probably contributes to why I've been so MIA since last year.
I graduated college 1.5 years ago but I don't really have anything to show for it, so I've also been semi-depressed. But saying I'm depressed isn't exactly correct. Maybe lonely is a more correct word. It's harder for me to make friends being out of school and living in a town were all the friends I've had since high school and college I no longer talk to/they've moved away/or they're just busy with their own lives (working/more school/whatever the reason) or they just live in a different country. It's difficult to keep up with everyone.
I keep telling myself that everything will work out but it never really does, or at least that's how I see it, so it just brings me back down.

I don't mean to continue on with this depressing topic because a lot of good things have happened since February!
I'm closer with my Japanese hygienist friend! I helped her adopt a cat back in March/April! She also (semi)introduced me to a boy from Japan looking for American friends or at least someone to practice English with! (Speaking of, I need to bribe him to help with my Japanese). shardaunei has also been really supportive of me and I feel like all our conversations brighten my day just a little bit more. It doesn't matter what we talk about. (Sorry for the shameless plug~ lol)

Speaking of, since I'm not on here as much anymore, if anyone is willing to follow me on twitter, fbook or tumblr, you can find me on all three sites with the same sn: icedragontmr
I'm not very creative when it comes to usernames so I generally keep the same one, lol. It would be great to connect there as well!
I guess that's all for now. I'll do my best to finish the subtitles and my stories. TTFN!